Monday, April 23, 2012

Outward Beauty From an Inner Life I


“Let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God's sight is very precious.” I Peter 3:4
I believe good definitions help our hearts get to the essence of things. To Adorn:  to deck or decorate; to set off to advantage; to make more pleasing; to display the beauty or excellence of;

We are called to adornment--We are called to this; as mothers and wives, we have a calling.  Not to making sure Joe gets to soccer practice and Millie has her homework done and something resembling dinner is on the table.  We are called to actively pursue adorning ourselves, and the only way to do this, according to the Truth of Scripture, is by cultivating our hearts.

For so many years I have felt the need to accomplish the demands of the day: having young children around, the constant din of “Mommy?  Mommy!  Mom!!”  Of teaching, and driving, and counseling teenagers.  But the preeminent thing as a wife and mother is our calling to cultivate beauty first of all in our lives: in our hearts and inner soul.  A gentle and quiet spirit is not a personality trait.  I know women who are gentle and of a quiet disposition, and they are lovely.  I am not one of them.  But here we are not called to change our personality.  We are called to live in peace of soul, despite all that annoys and troubles and angers us, despite all that frustrates our plans and brings us sorrow, we are called in our inner spirit to be gentle in our responses to others, to be quiet before the Lord in the ebb and flow of all our waking hours.

What have we accomplished?  All the fullness of our days is perishable stuff.  It comes and goes and very little of it is permanent.  It is a particular aspect of a woman’s life that so much of her work is not permanent.  I have found this to be very frustrating.  Do you have any idea the shocking amount of dishes we use that need washing?  The appalling amount of garbage and recycle that must be taken out?  The mountains of wash that pile up if we don’t do a load every 23 minutes?  And whoever is going to fold all that?  Over and over the cycles wash over us with unrelenting familiarity and yet none of it remains.  I do believe it is one of the reasons why women are in such a hurry to be making a name for themselves today out of the home, to be working on something out in the workplace that they can produce and that has tangible value.  Or that they work on in their homes rather than caring for their home.  We all want to actually see something that we have created that will endure, that has lasting substance.  We’re wired for this.

Last weekend our son kept wanting to go swimming up in the water by Deception Pass.  If you’ve vacationed around here, you know that shock that comes when you dive into icy waters that have come from some glacial stream.  It about knocks the breath out of you.  If we have an imagination, that’s what this verse ought to do for us.  It ought to give us a jolt awake.  What do we create that is imperishable?  Tangible and lasting and creative, something that bears our name?  Imperishable beauty.  The imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit.  That is our magnum opus, our work of art, our lasting legacy, that which will bear our name after we are gone.  And we do not do this in our own strength, wisdom, stoic fortitude.  We do it as a product of living hidden in Christ, of walking closely with Him, of residing in His presence.  And we can only do this by cultivating time with Him, by discussing with Him and sometimes not complaining to others, what is on our hearts, and by finding constant prayer to be a way of breathing.  We adorn ourselves with this beauty by knowing more about the character of God, and by taking on the attributes of being in His presence constantly.  Who we are is who God is as lived out through us; everything we are speaks of something He is because He has done it in us and through us.


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