Rarely do I read the story of Hannah and the birth of Samuel
without noticing some other jewel shining in the depths.
Things that are outside our frame of reference can sometimes
not elicit the same imaginative sympathies and identification. I’m not sure we can quite wrap our minds
around sharing our man with another wife, one who plays with her children when
we never have conceived, one who taunts us mercilessly about not having any
boys or girls we’ve borne, one who gloats over the ignominy that comes from
being barren. Not even her husband’s
reassurance of love could take away the bitterness of her situation. But Hannah’s heart is revealed to us in a
special way, and we see what she does with her deep sorrows.
She is consumed with prayer, not with overloaded
emotions. She goes to the house of God
and pours out her soul before him, utterly lost in her communications with the
Lord Most High even to the point that she seems drunk. “I have been pouring out my soul before the
Lord.” Her Lord is her confidante, her
Savior, her solace and help. This, after
she had fasted.
After she had done these things, she reveals her utter
confidence in her Lord’s care of her, in her Lord’s having heard her cry, in her
Lord’s ability to work powerfully on her behalf. She reveals it by her actions and by “the
look on her face”. “Then the woman went
her way and ate, and her face was no longer sad.” What her husband could not do by reassuring
her, was accomplished by her perfect trust in her heavenly relationship with
Him.
Does my countenance show that I believe God’s promises? That I believe, if I have prayed, that I may
in confidence leave my petitions before the throne, go my way, and my face no longer shows grief,
anxiety or pain? How would I bless my
husband and children, those around me, if my face shines with a trust in my
Lord?
What do I have in my life that is
not under the sovereign intentions of my Lord, under His perfect providential
care? I cannot see the future, either,
to know what God intends to do some years hence because of providences
unwinding now; and Hannah could not possibly know that God would indeed open
her womb and that thousands of years later, her heart responses would be read
by millions of women as a testimony of faith in her loving Creator, Redeemer
and Eternal King. That the name Samuel
would be a name of honor, signifying a man of God, meaning “heard by God”. That his story would be immortalized in the
holy canon of Scripture, read by all who love Jesus Christ. That her son would be the man who would anoint
the great King David: “Then Samuel took
the horn of oil and anointed him in the midst of his brothers. And the Spirit of the Lord rushed upon David
from that day forward.”
She didn’t need to know all this. She simply rose up from consuming prayer,
went her way, and her face was no longer sad.
Tomorrow: the second half of thoughts on her amazing example
to us
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